I'm a woman, but at some moments I'm still a girl. I'm complex & confusing, yet simple. I'm very expressive of mythoughts, & I assume all of them. I don't need to justify myself. I'm not often satisfied, and that leads usually to a lot of complaining. I do believe that what I did inpastmade me who I am now. So if you were not in my past, then you most certainly don't get to judge presently.
I don't really care of all the assumptions you make about me, 'cause I know I myself better than anybody, and you don't.
I don't concentrate on the past. I anticipate what's to come. I simply love to ease life, not complicate it.
So take a lick if you dare, then taste the ecstasy out of it, Truelyyy,Me.♥Ü
Same job; five years in the running Same school; Different course, but still in welding. New friends; Old friends, and none lost. Ongoing; Gained weight, a lot. New; Finally going back to the gym! After four years of not going due to so many personal issues. New; Purple hair?! Love; Ongoing for three years, & still goin' strong.
I'm back, don't know why, maybe bored. maybe 'cause I actually have things happening in my life... maybe I missed writting and posting meaningful and relevant stuff about myself. Maybe just because....
For now, here's some pictures of my ''new'' self, whatever that means. (:
I've come to realize how judgmental I am. But how other people are too. And how I didn't care of what anybody tells me. But when you're family tells you “ignorant" statements about you, you can't help thinking how cruel they are for judging you to the point of rejecting you.
I've always been the type to forgive VERY easily. You would tell me something offending to me, I'd probably get mad very easily too, but soon enough I'd realize it wasn't worth it. I HATE keeping a grudge so as much people would show how bad they were, the bad things they would do to me, or show it wasn't worth dealing with people that constantly showed I wasn't worth their time, well still continued forgiving. Maybe its naive from my part, I don't believe its naive. I believe... no, I know its worth my time to show its worth forgiving “mistakes". Because its only that, mistakes. And you just learn how valuable people are, 'cause you learn from them. As much as they do.
And even if its your family doing it too. Well, you still learn. And one lesson is that I got nothing to prove to nobody, not even my own family and friends that I'm “better" at anything. I know the person I am from the outside and in. So as much people will give you wrong, its you that has to step up and be THAT person.